[Monday: February 27th, 2006 @ 9:40pm] Ahahaha. I forgot this password. It took me 289728973 tries to get it. Lame. I don't even know why I wanted to sign on it? Oh well. [1] - POST - memories - edit

[Saturday: December 17th, 2005 @ 3:17am] You make me mad. So, so mad. Unbelieveable MAD. And I don't know why I let it get to me. It isn'tlike you fucking give a shit. AKLJSKL"JS"KLHHKLHJD. Goodbye. POST - memories - edit

[Thursday: December 15th, 2005 @ 4:05am] You can tell numorus people that you love them, and it's okay. But if I tell someone other than you, it's wrong. And I'm a liar. Hm. Does that make sense to you? Since I said before that I would never lie to you. I won't. So I'm starting to like Zach. Alot. So, yeah. Don't be pissed at me. You shouldn't blame me. It isn't like you're ever on. Meh. POST - memories - edit

[Sunday: December 11th, 2005 @ 11:24pm] First thing's first. I would never lie to you again, Jennfier. I swear to you that much. When I told you what I told you. It wasn't a lie. Or even close to a lie. It was the truth. When I told you. Yes, you said the same thing. And what-not. But how could I know that you were for real? You stopped coming online. And when you were online, you never talked to me. That's how you show how much you like me? I mean, yes. We talked on the phone for.. Alot of hours. Once. Have you wanted to do anything like that since? Not at all. Or maybe you have. But, see, sweets. You have my number. I don't have yours. Yes, the other night you asked if you could call. Of course you did. The ONLY time you couldn't, because I don't have a phone here. Second of all. Zach and I aren't together. And I don't know what ELSE to do. You say "Oh yeah I'll blahblahblah tomorrow!" "Make sure you're on so we can talk!" Who doesn't come on? Yeah. That's right. Everytime I see you sign on. My heart. I don't know. sklhslkhd. And everytime I IM you. I get all excited. Like you're going to talk back. Boy am I wrong. Yes. Sometimes I know you're not there. I can't blame you for that. But sometimes you are. Anyway. Zach is my friend. And that's pretty much it. He lives in LONDON. I'm not going for that. And if he lived closer, I still probably wouldn't. I love you, Jennifer. I love you to death. And only you. But like you're going to believe that. Believe what you want. I don't blame you. But you can't blame me, either. You're the one that's never on. Or that never talks to me. I'm sorry for making you think it was all a lie. So sorry. But like I said. I can promise you one thing. And that is that I will NEVER lie to you again. POST - memories - edit

[Sunday: December 11th, 2005 @ 10:10pm] I liked you. I really, really liked you. So much that I even loved you. And what did you do? You broke my heart again. Not like you hadn't done it a million other times before, or anything. Was it stupid of me to actually trust you again? To believe that you actually COULD be telling the truth? Heh, so many questions. You're with him now. After telling me only a couple of weeks before that you loved me. You say you're 'falling' for him. All I can say is.. Congratulations. You've fooled me once again. That's all I have to say. POST - memories - edit

[Tuesday: December 6th, 2005 @ 8:52pm] Who doesn't update??? Hah. POST - memories - edit

[Monday: December 5th, 2005 @ 5:00am] Alright. I suppose I shall actually update. I hate updating first. -.- Okayokay.. I don't really know what to say. I don't have a life. And the one I do, isn't that interesting. So eh. In all honesty. I miss you. Alot.. We talk. And I think it goes well? But it seems like it doesn't, to you. You never talk to me. Neverever. I can't stand it.. And I don't understand it. Well, I guess I kinda do. Because, damn. Look at everything I've done. Wooo. Anyway.. It's weird how you like someone, you hardly talk to. Really, really weird. Maybe that's just me though? Who knows. I kinda get all. Sjsjksjhdjkhsjkhw9huishiuhd. When we talk. I never know what to say, or anything. I don't want you to think I'm an idiot. Or.. Well. stuff like that.. Meh. I dunno anymore. You better update. Or else! Sorry this wasn't.. Anything special. I didn't know what else to say.. <3. POST - memories - edit

[Monday: December 5th, 2005 @ 3:53am] Okay. I'm updating. IHOPEYOU'REHAPPY. Cheaterface. There. I updated. Now I'm done. Lovelovelovelove<33. POST - memories - edit

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