urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:eddicted eddicted eddicted 2006-02-27T02:42:07Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:eddicted:2057 2006-02-27T02:42:07Z 2006-02-27T02:42:07Z Ahahaha.<br /><br />I forgot this password.<br />It took me 289728973 tries to get it.<br />Lame.<br /><br />I don't even know why I wanted to sign on it?<br /><br />Oh well. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:eddicted:1942 2005-12-17T08:18:44Z 2005-12-17T08:18:44Z You make me mad.<br />So, so mad.<br /><br />Unbelieveable MAD.<br /><br />And I don't know why I let it get to me.<br /><br />It isn'tlike you fucking give a shit.<br />AKLJSKL"JS"KLHHKLHJD.<br /><br /><br />Goodbye. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:eddicted:1695 2005-12-15T09:08:31Z 2005-12-15T09:08:31Z You can tell numorus people that you love them, and it's okay.<br />But if I tell someone other than you, it's wrong.<br />And I'm a liar.<br /><br />Hm. Does that make sense to you?<br /><br /><br />Since I said before that I would never lie to you.<br />I won't.<br /><br />So I'm starting to like Zach.<br />Alot.<br /><br />So, yeah.<br />Don't be pissed at me.<br />You shouldn't blame me. <br />It isn't like you're ever on.<br />Meh. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:eddicted:1407 2005-12-12T04:35:41Z 2005-12-12T04:35:41Z First thing's first.<br /><br />I would never lie to you again, Jennfier. I swear to you that much.<br /><br />When I told you what I told you. It wasn't a lie. Or even close to a lie. It was the truth.<br />When I told you. Yes, you said the same thing. And what-not. <br />But how could I know that you were for real?<br />You stopped coming online. And when you were online, you never talked to me.<br />That's how you show how much you like me?<br /><br />I mean, yes. We talked on the phone for.. Alot of hours. <br /><b>Once.</b><br /><br />Have you wanted to do anything like that since?<br />Not at all.<br />Or maybe you have. But, see, sweets.<br /><b>You have my number.<br />I don't have yours.</b><br /><br />Yes, the other night you asked if you could call. Of course you did.<br />The ONLY time you couldn't, because I don't have a phone here.<br /><br />Second of all.<br />Zach and I aren't together. <br />And I don't know what ELSE to do.<br /><br />You say "Oh yeah I'll blahblahblah tomorrow!" <br />"Make sure you're on so we can talk!"<br /><br />Who doesn't come on?<br />Yeah. That's right.<br /><br />Everytime I see you sign on. My heart. I don't know. sklhslkhd.<br /><br />And everytime I IM you. I get all excited.<br />Like you're going to talk back.<br />Boy am I wrong.<br /><br />Yes. Sometimes I know you're not there.<br />I can't blame you for that. But sometimes you are. <br /><br />Anyway.<br /><br />Zach is my friend. And that's pretty much it.<br />He lives in LONDON.<br />I'm not going for that.<br /><br />And if he lived closer, I still probably wouldn't. <br /><br />I love you, Jennifer.<br />I love you to death.<br />And <b>only</b> you.<br /><br />But like you're going to believe that.<br />Believe what you want. I don't blame you.<br />But you can't blame me, either.<br />You're the one that's never on. <br />Or that never talks to me. <br /><br />I'm sorry for making you think it was all a lie.<br />So sorry.<br /><br />But like I said.<br /><br />I can promise you one thing.<br /><br /><br />And that is that I will <big>NEVER</big> lie to you again. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:eddicted:1069 2005-12-12T04:13:48Z 2005-12-12T04:13:48Z I liked you. I really, really liked you. So much that I even <b>loved</b> you. <br /><br />And what did you do? You broke my heart again. Not like you hadn't done it a million other times before, or anything. Was it stupid of me to actually trust you again? To believe that you actually COULD be telling the truth? Heh, so many questions. <br /><br />You're with him now. After telling me only a couple of weeks before that you loved me. You say you're 'falling' for him. All I can say is.. Congratulations. You've fooled me once again. <br /><br />That's all I have to say. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:eddicted:785 2005-12-07T01:52:57Z 2005-12-07T01:52:57Z <b>Who</b> doesn't update???<br /><br />Hah. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:eddicted:556 2005-12-05T09:51:23Z 2005-12-05T09:52:28Z Alright.<br /><br />I suppose I shall actually update.<br />I hate updating first. -.- <br /><br />Okayokay..<br /><br />I don't really know what to say. I don't have a life. And the one I do, isn't that interesting. So eh.<br /><br />In all honesty.<br />I miss you.<br />Alot.. <br /><br />We talk. And I think it goes well? But it seems like it doesn't, to you. You never talk to me. Neverever. I can't stand it.. <br />And I don't understand it. Well, I guess I kinda do. <br />Because, damn. Look at everything I've done. Wooo. <br /><br />Anyway..<br /><br />It's weird how you like someone, you hardly talk to. Really, really weird. Maybe that's just me though? Who knows. <br /><br />I kinda get all. Sjsjksjhdjkhsjkhw9huishiuhd. When we talk. I never know what to say, or anything. I don't want you to think I'm an idiot. Or.. Well. stuff like that.. <br /><br /><br />Meh. I dunno anymore.<br /><br />You better update. Or else! <br />Sorry this wasn't.. Anything special.<br />I didn't know what else to say..<br /><br />&lt;3. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:eddicted:356 2005-12-05T08:55:00Z 2005-12-05T08:55:00Z Okay.<br />I'm updating.<br />IHOPEYOU'REHAPPY.<br /><br />Cheaterface.<br /><br />There.<br />I updated.<br />Now I'm done. <br /><br /><br />Lovelovelovelove&lt;33.